THERE ARE TIMES

“Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment.”― Rita Mae Brown, Alma Mater


Hello everyone, 

LOUD STATEMENT
Decision making is a daily activity we engage in, whether we are aware of it or not. It can be an automatic motion, or a conscious pursuit that requires mathematical precision and deep reflection. Some decisions we make, can  be life-changing, delineating the path for who we become and shaping the path we follow for the rest of our lives. In a way, making a decision is like making a personal, loud statement to the world. 

And then there's the idea some people bring up: Not making a decision is still a decision. This, obviously has deep implications. Choosing to delay, avoid, or surrender means accepting consequences instead of shaping them. In that sense, indecision still sets events into motion. 

RANDOM ACTIVITY
Reaching sensible conclusions when making decisions is not an easy task, because so often, it can feel almost random. We do have the ability to ponder and choose wisely; however, there are many times when outside events intervene, playing a significant role in the outcome of our judgment. 

I have always wondered whether having a ‘good sense’ in decision-making is something we learn, or a genetic disposition that becomes more apparent as we age. In any case, at every stage of life, we all need a certain degree of common sense to navigate the often inhospitable world we live in.”

Over the course of our lives, it’s almost inevitable that we lose sight of our intentions and make poor choices—causing distress and forcing us to change course just to find a measure of reassurance. Often, these moments of misjudgment are not just isolated errors; they are reminders of how easily we can be swayed by circumstance, emotion, or the expectations of others.

THE VOICE INSIDE
I've been thinking about my life, and how indirect events have shaped my judgment. I wish I could say that all the choices I've made were beneficial. Yet, I try not to dwell in regrets. Instead, I celebrate my victories. But to truly celebrate these victories, I first have to listen to the voice inside my mind, reminding me of all the lessons I've learned for survival: 
  • Wait
  • Listen 
  • Speak Out 
  • Focus 
  • Keep Silent 
  • Don't move
  • Faster
  • Go
Day in and day out, we're constantly bombarded with information _ so much noise that it's easy to go astray and choose the wrong path. Still, I like to believe that a good solid grasp of reality_ and a bit of luck_ can help keep us out of trouble. Reality means seeing things as they are, not as we wish them to be. And luck sometimes arrives at the right moment, tipping the balance in our favor when our judgment alone might not be enough.  

As a music composer, the decisions I make are almost always directly influenced by emotions. However, there's another important factor to consider: the technical rules. Balancing these two aspects—emotion and technique—is essential. With that in mind, here are some key guidelines I follow when composing music:
  • Key
  • Tempo
  • Dynamics
  • Melody
  • Harmony
  • Rhythm
  • Pitch
  • Accidentals
  • Articulation
COMPLETE MYSTERY
It is incredibly amusing how music mirrors life itself. Even for the most accomplish composers, the creative process remains a complete mystery. We feel emotions build up within us, and then, somewhere between the act of writing and everything else happening in life, those emotions quietly guide the decisions we make_ almost imperceptibly.

There are moments of doubt during the creative process, but in the end, all the "should've" "could've" "would've" fade away, leaving a sense of having accomplished something meaningful. Much like life itself, which requires us to make decisions based on what we know, these doubts often dissipate with time. 

With this piece of music, I wanted to capture both the failures and victories I have to faced in life guided by my own judgment. I also hope it reveals a quiet sense of hope and reassurance, showing that even when things don't go as planned, not everything is lost.
 
Thanks for reading. 

MUSIC Information:

  • Key: C Major/A Minor
  • Parts: Cello and Piano
  • Duration: 2:45 min
  • Measures: 37
  • Pages: 3

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